Day Four: A Father's Dilemna

Who Do You Trust?

      When I think about following a total stranger, I always get this picture of a man seen once clicking bones together and walking down Clinton Parkway in Lawrence, KS chanting something about Jesus. In this day and age, he seems a little crazy to us. Not many  of us would follow him anywhere. But what about a man like Jim Jones who lead over 900 followers to a church in Jonestown, Guyana. There he orchestrated a mass suicide in the name of his religion.
      Until I read Beth Moore's explanation of preparedness I wondered how could the apostles who dropped everything to follow Jesus, know this wasn't just some crazy on a self-serving mission. John and James were actually working in the family fishing business alongside their father when Jesus said follow me. And they got up and went. They gave up their place in their businesses and their families and stood up and followed. How brave is that? How must they have known Jesus' voice to be the true saviour? They didn't even consider the cost.
     We are being prepared to hear our master's voice so we will not be lead astray. I always pray that I hear and recognize Christ's voice. I don't want to follow some crazy even if it is just to hear him speak a Sunday morning sermon. If I am going to give up something, I only want to give it up for Christ and that includes my time on Sunday morning.
    1. When have you been called to give up something that you were just beginning to enjoy and appreciate?
How did you know it was Christ asking you to give it up?

Day Three: Preparation Day

Following Faithfully

     A simple task of transferring an audio cassette recording onto a multi-track recorder took me several months to accomplish. Most of that time was spent reading the owner’s manual and figuring out what all the buttons did. I was determined and in the end I had successfully made a CD of my favorite live recordings of the music my late husband had recorded of his bands. I was unaware that this therapeutic session down memory lane after my husband’s death was also a time of preparation. All I wanted was to preserve his music on CD for his kids.
     Mission’s month at church commenced shortly after I finished that CD. Every week a new missionary would speak and let us know what impact they were making for God in some far off place on the planet. I wanted God to call me to go out to a far place, too, but I was now a single parent with four children. I left those Sunday morning services feeling sorry for myself and asking God why he didn’t want to use me too. Why not me?
     One Sunday morning in the lobby a missionary came up to me and said he had heard I might be able to help him. “Is it true you have a home recording studio in your basement?” I informed him that it was actually my late husband’s but I was learning how to use it. “Perfect,” he said, “I am learning how to do a radio show and wondered if you would be willing to record it for me so I can send it to Uganda.” God had prepared me just enough to serve on a missionary project to a far off place on the planet right from my own basement.
2. How can you demonstrate your willingness to follow Him faithfully into whatever he knows is next for you?

Day Two: Amazing

     Basements tend to fill up quickly with things that we have no other place or use for than to hide when company comes over. My basement was no exception. It also had things that three of four children and a sibling had failed to take with them when they moved out. I had a dream for this room in the basement. I wanted to renovate it and make it into a small home theatre to use in a small group ministry I believed the Lord was calling me to do. Every once in awhile I felt inspired to go down into this dark pit and contemplate what it would take to get it ready. It was so overwhelming I would run back upstairs and avoid going back down for months.
     The night my son came upstairs and told me the basement was flooding, I waded through the water in tears. Staring at soaked carpet, soggy cardboard boxes of other people's things, and piles of wet clothes I had washed to go to the goodwill I cried out, "Lord, you know the plans I have for this room. I thought they were your plans, too. Why is it every time I feel you leading me somewhere, I feel like you put obstacles in my way?"
    I squished over the carpet to assess the damage and determine where the water was coming from. In the process of containing the leak, my son and I began saving what we could and moving it into a storage room up off the ground. We filled several large trash cans full of  water damaged items and hauled them down to the dumpster. Before I had even determined where the leak was coming from we had completely cleared out the room. Mopping up the water for the last time as the plumber installed a new water heater in the adjacent utility room, I looked at the room and smiled. It was completely empty, floors mopped, and ready to renovate.
   1. When was the last time Christ amazed you? How did it come about? What did it change about your or someone else's circumstance?

Day One: The Little Brother

THE LITTLE BROTHER

     My late husband was a gifted musician. It didn't take long after joining our fellowship for this fact to become well-known. I had to work on Sunday mornings so we had chosen this particular fellowship because it offered a Sunday evening worship service that we could attend together. Within two months I got the phone call, "Honey, I've been asked to help on the worship team. I know how important our worship time together is so I wanted to see what you thought of this first before I gave them my answer. The associate pastor told me they had been praying for a sound engineer and you know how much help they need with the sound." And so it began, "Who am I to stop you from being an answer to someone's prayer?" I said.
   My husband quickly became well-known in the church. He was given a budget and revamped the sound system in the sanctuary and put together a system in the children's church, he started teaching a class so others could learn how to run sound properly, he ran sound for Sunday morning services and Wednesday evening's youth group, and even began playing guitar with the worship team on Sunday mornings. I on the other hand dropped in on Sunday evenings for worship, sitting alone in the sanctuary and occassionally being introduced, "This is Mike's wife." Soon everyone knew who Mike's wife was but only a few knew my name.
     3. How have you been identifiedy by your relationship with others? In what ways has this limited you and in what ways has this been a blessing?   

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Where? When? How?

Who:      Who? The Word  and YOU
What:     What? Mystery of God revealed
Why:      Why? Pray to Seek God's answers to the Why? questions.

Where: ONLINE STUDY 
              http://www.r4c-ridersforchrist.com  

When:   Daily; August 2-October 31, 2010  
             John: 90 days with the Beloved Disciple
             by Beth Moore
How:    Become a Daily Student of Jesus

     One thing we learn from the study of Jesus’ life as recorded in the scriptures is that he was very purposeful in everything he did. He had great confidence in his mission and put that above all other things. He had so much confidence he didn’t blink when his parents told him they’d been looking frantically for him for three days, “Why?" he asked, "Didn’t you know I had to be in my father’s house?” I don’t think I would have been so confident if my father had approached me after frantically looking for me for three days. But even at twelve years old, Jesus was on mission and it sounds like at that time he thought everyone knew.
     Do those closest to you know that you are on mission for Christ? Do they even know you know Jesus? Do you want to know him more?

What? Mystery

     The great volume of water that rushed down the side of the mountain created an amazing sound. The loud rushing roar drew our attention toward one of God’s impressive creations, the waterfall. I stood at the bottom straining my neck to look up and see the source of it. Though I could not see it, I could imagine it must have been an enormous body of water that fed such a non-stop gush of water.
     The source of life is likewise out of my sights and the shear magnitude of his power and holiness are immeasurable. Though we can not see the source of God’s power and holiness, we can come to understand these qualities of God through his creation.
    ”For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.” Romans 1:20
     God continues to reveal himself to us. Through his word we come to know him, but through his creation we come to understand him. Have you ever stood before one of God’s magnificent creations; a waterfall, a mountain, or a canyon or beheld the beauty of an early morning sunrise or the vastness of a starlit sky, and been overwhelmed with an indescribable sense of God’s being?

Who? The Word

"In the beginning was the Word,  and the Word was with God,

and the Word was God"                  John 1:1

     Do you believe in God? Many people claim to believe in God but exactly what God are they claiming? I believe in one God, the God who appears to us in his word and reveals himself to us in his creation. John 1:1 tells us that "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."

     Now remember in Genesis 1:1, "In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth," by first saying, "Let there be light" and God continued speaking his word into all creation. God's word is not just the book we call the bible. The Word is with God and is God and has been since the beginning.

     "The Word gave life to everything that was created and his life brought light to everyone (John 1:4)."

     If you want to know God personally you must come to know His Word. It is through his word that we have life. So if someone says, "I beleive in God" you might want to ask if they believe in the Word of God. You may want to ask yourself that question. Do you believe the Word is God?

Why? Pray

"To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Cor 12:7-10
     We all wonder why God let's bad things happen. Although, we can never fully understand the answer to why he allows it,  we can be confident in his promise that his grace is sufficient for you, his power is made perfect in weakness. "I have seen people of faith pray and nothing happens and I have seen people with no faith at all receive miraculous healings,"  a sitcom doctor responded to his patient's question, "Do you think God cares?" I am not sure what conclusion the writer of this script wanted us to come to. Did he want us to conclude that prayer is of no value or that God does not care?

Wonderfully Made

"You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb.  Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous-- how well I know it." Psalm 139: 13-14

I have been giving a lot of thought to this workmanship of the Lords'. Each of us, individuals, delicately made in our mother's womb, God's knitting needles at work making each of us unique. Begs the question, "What was I designed for?"